I haven’t seen Campus Kitten in a few days. I went by yesterday, and the bowl of food looked untouched, but it had been moved farther away from the fence than normal. I could barely reach it. The water bowl was gone. Fortunately, I had one with me so I refilled it.
Part of it is that I haven’t been coming by as late as I normally do. The freshmen have completed their military training, so I have three more classes to teach, bringing me to a total of six. However, I have about four more weeks of my argumentative class. They’ve split it up somehow, and I am only responsible for the first eight weeks. Once that is done, I’ll be back down to five classes and a bit more time off.
I hope Campus Kitten is okay. I will probably go by every couple days to see about food and water. There are lots of stray cats here in China, and there are people who will set food and water out for them. Also, it doesn’t get terribly cold here in the wintertime. Although living outside wouldn’t be ideal, it’s better here than suffering through a Beijing winter.
Still, if I never see Campus Kitten again, I’m hoping she grows up as healthy as she can for being an outdoor cat, and has a long and adventurous life. I asked if pets were allowed in our complex, because I hadn’t seen too many, but I saw a small dog being walked in the courtyard yesterday. So it’s possible I may cross paths and become Campus Kitten’s mom, but I really feel uncomfortable adopting a pet.
Pets are expensive. And after my beloved Daphne got sick and I was about to take her to the low-cost vet, she died in my arms before I could get her there. I felt really guilty about that. Then my kitty, Summit, was left with a foster mom because I couldn’t afford to take her with me. Summit developed health issues and had to be put down. I felt guilty about that too. She was probably scared and confused that I took her to an unfamiliar house that had lots of dogs and cats. She lived in the basement and came upstairs periodically, but I have to wonder what she was thinking.
To go from our quiet house after Daphne died, to an unfamiliar place. I knew it would be a good home, and it was, but I’ll always feel guilty.
So even though I could get Campus Kitten a good home, I don’t want to leave China without her.
So if she can make it on her own, that’s good.
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